To Rest At Last.
Joaquin Miller
- hat wonder that I swore a prophet's oath
- Of after days .... I push'd the boughs apart,
- I stood, look'd forth, and then look'd back, all loath
- To leave my shadow'd wood. I gather'd heart
- From very fearfulness; with sudden start
- I plunged in the arena; stood a wild
- Uncertain thing, all artless, all in art
- The brave approved, the fair lean'd fair and smiled,—
- The lions touch with velvet-touch a timid child.
- But now enough of men. Enough, brief day
- Of tamer life. The court, the castle gate
- That open'd wide along the pleasant way,
- The gracious converse of the kingly great
- Had made another glad and well elate
- With hope. A world of thanks; but l am grown
- Aweary....I am not of this estate;
- The poor, the plain brave border-men alone
- Were my first love, and these I will not now disown.
- I know a grassy slope above the sea,
- The utmost limit of the westmost land.
- In savage, gnarljd, and antique majesty
- The great trees belt about the place, and stand
- In guard, with mailed limb and lifted hand,
- Against the cold approaching civic pride.
- The foamy brooklets seaward leap; the bland
- Still air is fresh with touch of wood and tide,
- And peace, eternal peace, possesses wild and wide.
- Here I return, here I abide and rest;
- Some flocks and herds shall feed along the stream;
- Some corn and climbing vines shall make us blest
- With bread and luscious fruit....The sunny dream
- Of wampum men in moccasins that seem
- To come and go in silence, girt in shell,
- Before a sun-clad cabin-door, I deem
- The harbinger of peace. Hope weaves her spell
- Again about the wearied heart, and all is well.
- Here I shall sit in sunlit life's decline
- Beneath my vine and somber verdant tree.
- Some tawny maids in other tongues than mine
- Shall minister. Some memories shall be
- Before me. I shall sit and I shall see,
- That last vast day that dawn shall reinspire,
- The sun fall down upon the farther sea,
- Fall wearied down to rest, and so retire,
- A splendid sinking isle of far-off fading fire.