With Walker in Nicaragua
by Joaquin Miller
- That man who lives for self alone
- Lives for the meanest mortal known.
- I.
- e was a brick: let this be said
- Above my brave dishonor'd dead.
- I ask no more, this is not much,
- Yet I disdain a colder touch
- To memory as dear as his;
- For he was true as God's north star,
- And brave as Yuba's grizzlies are,
- Yet gentle as a panther is,
- Mouthing her young in her first fierce kiss.
- A dash of sadness in his air,
- Born, may be, of his over care,
- And may be, born of a despair
- In early love — I never knew;
- I question'd not, as many do,
- Of things as sacred as this is;
- I only knew that he to me
- Was all a father, friend, could be;
- I sought to know no more than this
- Of history of him or his.
- A piercing eye, a princely air,
- A presence like a chevalier,
- Half angel and half Lucifer;
- Sombrero black, with plume of snow
- That swept his long silk locks below;
- A red serape with bars of gold,
- All heedless falling, fold on fold;
- A sash of silk, where flashing swung
- A sword as swift as serpent's tongue,
- In sheath of silver chased in gold;
- And Spanish spurs with bells of steel
- That dash'd and dangled at the heel;
- A face of blended pride and pain,
- Of mingled pleading and disdain,
- With shades of glory and of grief —
- The famous filibuster chief
- Stood front his men amid the trees
- That top the fierce Cordilleras,
- With bent arm arch'd above his brow; —
- Stood still—he stands, a picture, now —
- Long gazing down the sunset seas.
- II.
- What strange, strong, bearded men were these
- He led above the tropic seas!
- Men sometimes of uncommon birth,
- Men rich in histories untold,
- Who boasted not, though more than bold,
- Blown from the four parts of the earth.
- Men mighty-thew'd as Samson was,
- That had been kings in any cause,
- A remnant of the races past;
- Dark-brow'd as if in iron cast,
- Broad-breasted as twin gates of brass,Men strangely brave and fiercely true,
- Who dared the West when giants were,
- Who err'd, yet b ravely dared to err,
- A remnant of that early few
- Who held no crime or curse or vice
- As dark as that of cowardice;
- With blendings of the worst and best
- Of faults and virtues that have blest
- Or cursed or thrill'd the human breast.
- They rode, a troop of bearded men,
- Rode two and two out from the town,
- And some were blonde and some were brown,
- And all as brave as Sioux; but when
- From San Bennetto south the line
- That bound them in the laws of man
- Was pass'd, and peace stood mute behind
- And stream'd a banner to the wind
- The world knew not, there was a sign
- Of awe, of silence, rear and van.
- Men thought who never thought before;
- I heard the clang and clash of steel
- From sword at hand or spur at heel
- And iron feet, but nothing more.
- Some thought of Texas, some of Maine,
- But one of rugged Tennessee,—
- And one of Avon thought, and one
- Thought of an isle beneath the sun,
- And one of Wabash, one of Spain,
- And one turned sadly to the Spree.
- Defeat meant something more than death;
- The world was ready, keen to smite,
- As stern and still beneath its ban
- With iron will and bated breath,
- Their hands against their fellow-man,
- They rode—each man an Ishmaelite.
- But when we topped the hills of pine,
- These men dismounted, doff'd their cares,
- Talk'd loud and laugh'd old love affairs,
- And on the grass took meat and wine,
- And never gave a thought again
- To land or life that lay behind,
- Or love, or care of any kind
- Beyond the present cross or pain.
- And I, a waif of stormy seas,
- A child anmong such men as these,
- Was blown along this savage surf
- And rested with them on the turf,
- And took delight below the trees.
- I did not question, did not care
- To know the right or wrong. I saw
- That savage freedom had a spell,
- And loved it more than I can tell,
- And snapp'd my fingers at the law.
- I bear my burden of the shame,
- I shun it not, and naught forget,
- However much I may regret:
- I claim some candor to my name,
- And courage cannot change or die,
- Did they deserve to die? they died!
- Let justice then be satisfied,
- And as for me, why, what am I?
- The standing side by side till death,
- The dying for some wounded friend,
- The faith that failed not to the end,
- The strong endurance till the breath
- And body took their ways apart,
- I only know. I keep my trust.
- Their vices! earth has them by heart.
- Their virtues! they are with their dust.
- How we descended troop on troop,
- As wide-winged eagles downward swoop!
- How wound we through the fragrant wood,
- With all its broad boughs hung in green,
- With sweeping mosses trail'd between!
- How waked the spotted beasts of prey,
- Deep sleeping from the face of day,
- And clashed them like a troubled flood
- Down some defile and denser wood!
- And snakes, long, lithe and beautiful
- As green and graceful bough'd bamboo,
- Did twist and twine them through and through
- The boughs that hung red-fruited full.
- One, monster-sized, above me hung,
- Close eyed me with his bright pink eyes,
- Then raised his folds, and sway'd and swung,
- And lick'd like lightning his red tongue,
- Then oped his wide mouth with surprise;
- He writhed and curved and raised and lower'd
- His folds like liftings of the tide,
- Then sank so low I touch'd his side,
- As I rode by, with my bright sword.
- The trees shook hands high overhead,
- And bow'd and intertwined across
- The narrow way, while leaves and moss
- And luscious fruit, gold-hued and red,
- Through all the canopy of green,
- Let not one shaft shoot between.
- Birds hung and swung, green-robed and red,
- Or droop'd in curved lines dreamily,
- Rainbows reversed, from tree to tree,
- Or sang low hanging overhead
- Sang low, as if they sang and slept,
- Sang faint like some far waterfall,
- And took no note of us at all,
- Though nuts that in the way were spread
- Did crush and crackle where we stept.
- Wild lilies, tall as maidens are,
- As sweet of breath, as pearly fair
- As fair as faith, as pure as truth,
- Fell thick before our every tread,
- In fragrant sacrifice of ruth.
- The ripen'd fruit a fragrance shed
- And hung in hand-reach overhead,
- In nest of blossoms on the shoot,
- The very shoot that bore the fruit.
- How ran lithe monkeys through the leaves!
- How rush'd they through, brown cland and blue,
- Like shuttles hurried through and through
- The threads a hasty weaver weaves!
- How quick they cast us fruits of gold,
- Then loosen'd hand and all foothold,
- And hung limp, limber, as if dead,
- Hung low and listless overhead;
- And all the time with half-oped eyes
- Bent full on us in mute surprise —
- Look'd wisely, too, as wise hens do
- That watch you with the head askew.
- The long day through from blossosm'd trees
- There came the sweet song of sweet bees,
- With chorus-tones of cockatoo
- That slid his beak along the bough,
- And walk'd and talk'd and hung and swung,
- In crown of gold and coat of blue,
- The wisest fool that ever sung,
- Or wore a crown, or held a tongue.
- Oh! when we broke the somber wood
- And pierced at last the sunny plain,
- How wild and still with wonder stood
- The proud mustangs with banner'd mane,
- And necks that never knew a rein,
- And nostrils lifted high, and blown,
- Fierce breathing as a hurricane:
- Yet by their leader held the while
- In solid column, square and file
- And ranks more martial than our own
- Some one above the common kind,
- Some one to look to, lean upon,
- I think is much a woman's mind;
- But it was mine, and I had drawn
- A rein beside the chief while we
- Rode through the forest leisurely;
- When he grew kind and question'd me
- Of kindred, home, and home affair,
- Of how I came to wander there,
- And had my father herds and land
- And men in hundreds at command?
- At which I silent shook my head,
- Then, timid, met his eyes and said:
- " Not so. Where sunny foothills run
- Down to the North Pacific sea,
- And Willamette meets the sun
- In many angles, patiently
- My father tends his flocks of snow,
- And turns alone the mellow sod
- And sows some fields not over broad,
- And mourns my long delay in vain,
- Nor bids one serve-man come or go;
- While mother from her wheel or churn,
- And may be from the milking shed,
- Oft lifts an humble, weary head
- To watch and wish her boy's return
- Across the camas' blossom'd plain."
- He held his bent head very low,
- A sudden sadness in his air;
- Then turn'd and touch'd my yellow hair
- And tossed the long locks in his hand,
- Toy'd with them, smiled, and let them go,
- Then thrumm'd about his saddle bow
- As thought ran swift across his face;
- Then turning sudden from his place,
- He gave some short and quick command.
- They brought the best steed of the band,
- They swung a rifle at my side,
- He bade me mount and by him ride,
- And from that hour to the end
- I never felt the need of friend.
- Far in the wildest quinine wood
- We found a city old-so old,
- Its very walls were turned to mould,
- And stately trees upon them stood.
- No history has mention'd it,
- No map has given it a place;
- The last dim trace of tribe and race —
- The world's forgetfulness is fit.
- It held one structure grand and moss'd,
- Mighty as any castle sung,
- And old when oldest Ind was young,
- With threshold Christian never cross'd;
- A temple builded to the sun,
- Along whose somber altar-stone
- Brown, bleeding virgins had been strown
- Like leaves, when leaves are crisp and dun,
- In ages ere the Sphinx was born,
- Or Babylon had birth or morn.
- My chief led up the marble steep—
- He ever led, through that wild land—
- When down the stones, with double hand
- To his machete, a Sun priest leapt,
- Hot bent to barter life for life.
- The chieftain drave his bowie knife,
- Full through his thick and broad breastbone,
- And broke the point against the stone,
- The dark stone of the temple wall.
- I saw him loose his hold and fall
- Full length with head hung down the step;
- I saw run down a ruddy flood
- Of smoking, pulsing human blood.
- Then from the wall a woman crept
- And kiss'd the gory hands and face,
- And smote herself. Then one by one
- Some dark priests crept and did the same,
- Then bore the dead man from the place.
- Down darken'd aisles the brown priests came,
- So picture-like, with sandal'd feet
- And long, gray, dismal, grass-wove gowns,
- So like the pictures of old time,
- And stood all still and dark of frowns,
- At blood upon the stone and street.
- So we laid ready hand to sword
- And boldly spoke some bitter word;
- But they were stubborn still, and stood
- Fierce frowning as a winter wood,
- And mutt'ring something of the crime
- Of blood upon a temple stone,
- As if the first that it had known.
- We strode on through each massive door
- With clash of steel at heel, and with
- Some swords all red and ready drawn.
- I traced the sharp edge of my sword
- Along both marble wall and floor
- For crack or crevice; there was none.
- From one vast mount of marble stone
- The mighty temple had been cored
- By nut-brown children of the sun,
- When stars were newly bright and blithe
- Of song along the rim of dawn,
- A mighty marble monolith!
- III.
- Through marches through the mazy wood
- And may be through too much of blood,
- At last we came down to the seas.
- A city stood, white wall'd, and brown
- With age, in nest of orange trees;
- And this we won and many a town
- And rancho reaching up and down,
- Then rested in the red-hot days
- Beneath the blossom'd orange trees,
- Made drowsy with the drum of bees,
- And drank in peace the south-sea breeze,
- Made sweet with sweeping boughs of bays,
- Well! there were maidens, shy at first,
- And then, ere long, not over shy,
- Yet pure of soul and proudly chare.
- No love on earth has such an eye!
- No land there is, is bless'd or curs'd
- With such a limb or grace of face,
- Or gracious form, or genial air!
- In all the bleak North-land not one
- Hath been so warm of soul to me
- As coldest soul by that warm sea,
- Beneath the bright hot centred sun.
- No lands where northern ices are
- Approach, or ever dare compare
- With warm loves born beneath the sun
- The one the cold white steady star,
- The lifted shifting sun the one.
- I grant you fond, I grant you fair,
- I grant you honor trust and truth,
- And years as beautiful as youth,
- And many years beneath the sun,
- And faith as fix'd as any star;
- But all the North-land hath not one
- So warm of soul as sun-maids are.
- I was but in my boyhood then,—
- I count my fingers over, so,
- And find it years and years ago,
- And I am scarcely yet of men.
- But I was tall and lithe and fair,
- With rippled tide of yellow hair,
- And prone to mellowness of heart,
- While she was tawny-red like wine,
- With black hair boundless as the night.
- As for the rest I knew my part,
- At least was apt, and willing quite
- To learn, to listen, and incline
- To teacher warm and wise as mine.
- O bright, bronzed maidens of the Sun!
- So fairer far to look upon
- Than curtains of the Solomon,
- Or Kedar's tents, or any one,
- Or any thing beneath the Sun!
- What follow'd then? What has been done?
- And said, and writ, and read, and sung?
- What will be writ and read again,
- While love is life, and life remain?—
- While maids will heed, and men have tongue?
- What follow'd then? But let that pass.
- I hold one picture in my heart,
- Hung curtain'd, and not any part
- Of all its dark tint ever has
- Been look'd upon by any one
- Beneath the broad all-seeing sun.
- Love well who will, love wise who can,
- But love, be loved, for God is love;
- Love pure, as cherubim above;
- Love maids, and hate not any man.
- Sit as sat we by orange tree,
- Beneath the broad bough and grape-vine
- Top-tangled in the tropic shine,
- Close face to face, close to the sea,
- And full of the red-centred sun,
- With grand sea-songs upon the soul,
- Roll'd melody on melody,
- As echoes of deep organ's roll,
- And love, nor question any one.
- If God is love, is love not God?
- As high priests say, let prophets sing,
- Without reproach or reckoning;
- This much I say, knees knit to sod,
- And low voice lifted, questioning.
- Let hearts be pure and strong and. true,
- Let lips be luscious and blood-red,
- Let earth in gold be garmented
- And tented in her tent of blue.
- Let goodly rivers glide between
- Their leaning willow walls of green,
- Let all things be fill'd of the sun,
- And full of warm winds of the sea,
- And I beneath my vine and tree
- Take rest, nor war with any one;
- Then I will thank God with full cause,
- Say this is well, is as it was.
- Let red lips lift, proud curl'd to kiss,
- And round limbs lean and raise and reach
- In love too passionate for speech,
- Too full of blessedness and bliss
- For anything but this and this;
- Let luscious lips lean hot to kiss
- And swoon in love, while all the air
- Is redolent with balm of trees,
- And mellow with the song of bees,
- While birds sit singing everywhereAnd you will have not any more
- Than I in boyhood, by that shore
- Of olives, had in years of yore.
- Let the unclean think things unclean;
- I swear tip-toed, with lifted hands,
- That we were pure as sea-wash'd sands,
- That not one coarse thought came between;
- Believe or disbelieve who will,
- Unto the pure all things are pure;
- As for the rest, I can endure
- Alike your good will or their ill.
- Aye! she was rich in blood and gold —
- More rich in love, grown over-bold
- From its own consciousness of strength.
- How warm! Oh, not for any cause
- Could I declare how warm she was,
- In her brown beauty and hair's length.
- We loved in the sufficient sun,
- We lived in elements of fire,
- For love is fire il fierce desire;
- Yet lived as pure as priest and nun.
- We lay slow rocking by the bay
- In slim canoe beneath the crags
- Thick-topp'd with palm, like sweeping flags
- Between us and the burning day.
- The alligator's head lay low
- Or lifted from his rich rank fern,
- And watch'd us and the tide by turn,
- As we slow cradled to and fro.
- And slow we cradled on till night,
- And told the old tale, overtold,
- As misers in recounting gold
- Each time to take a new delight.
- With her pure passion-given grace
- She drew her warm self close to me;
- And her two brown hands on my knee,
- And her two black eyes in my face,
- She then grew sad and guess'd at ill,
- And in the future seem'd to see
- With woman's ken of prophecy;
- Yet proffer'd her devotion still.
- And plaintive so she gave a sign,
- A token cut of virgin gold,
- That all her tribe should ever hold
- Its wearer as some one divine,
- Nor touch him with a hostile hand.
- And I in turn gave her a blade,
- A dagger, worn as well by maid
- As man, in that half lawless land.
- It had a massive silver hilt,
- It had a keen and cunning blade,
- A gift by chief and comrades made
- For reckless blood at Rivas spilt.
- " Show this, " said I, " too well'tis known,
- And worth a hundred lifted spears,
- Should ill beset your sunny years;
- There is not one in Walker's band,
- But at the sight of this alone,
- Will reach a brave and ready hand,
- And make your right, or wrong, his own."
- IV.
- Love while'tis day; night cometh soon,
- Wherein no man or maiden may;
- Love in the strong young prime of day;
- Drink drunk with love in ripe red noon,
- Red noon of love and life and sun;
- Walk in love's light as in sunshine,
- Drink in that sun as drinking wine,
- Drink swift, nor question any one;
- For fortunes change, as man or moon,
- And wane like warm full days of June.
- Oh Love, so fair of promises,
- Bend here thy brow, blow here thy kiss,
- Bend here thy bow above the storm
- But once, if only this once more.
- Comes there no patient Christ to save,
- Touch and re-animate thy form
- Long three days dead and in the grave:
- Spread here thy silken net of let;
- Since fortunes change, turn and forget,
- Since man must fall for some sharp sin,
- Be thou the pit that I fall in;
- I seek no safer fall than this.
- Since man must die for some dark sin,
- Blind leading blind, let come to this,
- And my death crime be one deep kiss.
- V.
- Ill comes disguised in many forms:
- Fair winds are but a prophecy
- Of foulest winds full soon to be
- The brighter these, the blacker they;
- The clearest night has darkest day,
- And brightest days bring blackest storms.
- There came reverses to our arms;
- I saw the signal-light's alarms
- All night red-crescenting the bay.
- The foe poured down a flood next day
- As strong as tides when tides are high,
- And drove us bleeding to the sea,
- Inl such wild haste of flight that we
- Had hardly time to arm and fly.
- Blown from the shore, borne far at sea,
- I lifted my two hands on high
- With wild soul plashing to the sky,
- And cried, "0 more than crowns to me,
- Farewell at last to love and thee!"
- I walked the deck, I kiss'd my hand
- Back to the far and fading shore,
- And bent a knee as to implore,
- Until the last dark head of land
- Slid down behind the dimpled sea.
- At last I sank in troubled sleep,
- A very child, rock'd by the deep,
- Sad questioning the fate of her
- Before the savage conqueror.
- The loss of comrades, power, place,
- A city wall'd, cool shaded ways,
- Cost me no care at all; somehow
- I only saw her sad brown face,
- And—I was younger then than now.
- Red flashed the sun across the deck,
- Slow flapped the idle sails. and slow
- The black ship cradled to and fro.
- Afar my city lay, a speck
- Of white against a line of blue;
- Around, half lounging on the deck,
- Some comrades chatted two by two.
- I held a new-fill'd glass of wine,
- And with the Mate talk'd as in play
- Of fierce events of yesterday,
- To coax his light life into mine.
- He jerked the wheel, as slow he said,
- Low laughing with averted head,
- And so, half sad: "You bet they'll fight;
- They follow'd in canim, canoe,
- A perfect fleet, that on the blue
- Lay dancing till the mid of night.
- Would you believe! one little cuss—
- (He turned his stout head slow sidewise,
- And'neath his hat-rim took the skies)—,
- "In petticoats did follow us
- The livelong night, and at the dawn
- Iler boat lay rockin,, in the lee,
- Scarce one short pistol-shot from me."
- This said the mate, half mournfully,
- Then peck'd at us; for he had drawn,
- By bright light heart and homely wit,
- A knot of men around the wheel,
- Which he stood whirling like a reel,
- For the still ship reck'd not of it.
- With eyes slow lifting to the brine,
- Swift swept the instant far by mine;
- The bronzed mate listed, shook his head,
- Spirted a stream of ambier wide
- Across and over the ship side,
- Jerk'd at the wheel, and slow replied:
- "She had a dagger in her hand,
- She rose, she raised it, tried to stand,
- But fell, and so upset herself;
- Yet still the poor brown savage elf,
- Each time the long light wave would toss
- And lift her form from out the sea,
- Would shake a sharp bright blade at me,
- With rich hilt chased a cunning cross.
- At last she sank, but s ti ll the same
- She shook her dagger in the air,
- As if to still defy and dare,
- And sinking seem'd to call your name."
- I let my wine glass crashing fall,
- I rush'd across the deck, and all
- The sea I swept and swept again,
- With lifted hand, with eye and glass,
- But all was idle and in vain.
- I saw a red-bill'd sea-gull pass,
- A petrel sweeping round and round,
- I heard the far white sea-surf sound,
- But no sign could I hear or see
- Of one so more than seas to me.
- I cursed the ship, the shore, the sea,
- The brave brown mate, the bearded men;
- I had a fever then, and then
- Ship, shore and sea were one to me;
- And weeks we on the dead waves lay,
- And I more truly dead than they.
- At last some rested on an isle;
- The few strong-breasted, with a smile,
- Returning to the hostile shore,
- Scarce counting of the pain or cost,
- Scarce recking if they won or lost;
- They sought but action, ask'd no more;
- They counted life but as a game,
- With full per cent. against them, and
- Staked all upon a single hand,
- And lost or won, content the same.
- I never saw my chief again,
- I never sought again the shore,
- Or saw my white-walled city more.
- I could not bear the more than pain
- At sight of blossom'd orange trees,
- Or blended song of birds and bees,
- The sweeping shadows of the palm
- Or spicy breath of bay and balm.
- And, striving to forget the while,
- I wandered through a dreary isle,
- Here black with juniper, and there
- Made white with goats in shaggy coats,
- The only things that anywhere
- We found with life in all the land,
- Save birds that ran long-bill'd and brown,
- Long legg'd and still as shadows are,
- Like dancing shadows up and down
- The sea-rim on the swelt'ring sand.
- The warm sea laid his dimpled face,
- With all his white locks smoothed in place,
- As if asleep against the land;
- Great turtles slept upon his breast,
- As thick as eggs in any nest;
- I could have touch'd them with my hand.
- VI.
- I would some things were dead and hid,
- Well dead and buried deep as hell,
- With recollection dead as well,
- And resurrection God forbid.
- They irk me with their weary spell
- Of fascination, eye to eye.
- And hot mesmeric serpent hiss,
- Through all the dull eternal days.
- Let them turn by, go on their ways,
- Let them depart or let me die;
- For life is but a beggar's lie,
- And as for death, I grin at it;
- I do not care one whiff or whit
- Whether it be or that or this.
- I give my hand; the world is wide;
- Then farewell memories of yore,
- Between us let strife be no more;
- Turn as you choose to either side;
- Say, Fare-you-well, shake hands and say—
- Speak fair, and say with stately grace,
- Hand clutching hand, face bent to face—
- Farewell forever and a day.
- O passion-toss'd and piteous past,
- Part now, part well, part wide apart,
- As ever ships on ocean slid
- Down, down the sea, hull, sail, and mast:
- And in the album of my heart
- Let hide the pictures of your face,
- With other pictures in their place,
- Slid over like a coffin's lid.
- VII.
- The days and grass grow long together;
- They now fell short and crisp again,
- And all the fair face of the main
- Grew dark and wrinkled as the weather.
- Through all the summer sun's decline
- Fell news of triumphs and defeats,
- Of hard advances, hot retreats—
- Then days and days and not a line.
- At last one night they came. I knew
- Ere yet the boat had touched the land
- That all was lost; they were so few
- But he, the leader, led no more.
- The proud chief still disdain'd to fly,
- But like one wreck'd, clung to the shore,
- And struggled on, and struggling fell
- From power to a prison-cell,
- And only left that cell to die.
- My recollection, like a ghost,
- Goes from this sea to that sea-side,
- Goes and returns as turns the tide,
- Then turns again unto the coast.
- I know not which I mourn the most,
- My chief or my Unwedded wife.
- The one was as the lordly sun,
- To joy in, bask in, and admire;
- T he peaceful moon was as the one,
- To love, to look to, and desire;
- And both a part of my young life.
- VIII.
- Years after, shelter'd from the sun
- Beneath a Sacramento bay,
- A black Muchacho by me lay
- Along the long grass crisp and dun,
- His brown mule browsing by his side,
- And told with all a Peon's pride
- How he once fought; how long and well,
- Broad breast to breast, red hand to hand,
- Against a foe for his fair land,
- And how the fierce invader fell;
- And, artless, told me how he died:
- How walked he from the prison-wall
- Dress'd like some prince for a parade,
- And made no note of man or maid,
- But gazed out calmly over all.
- Hie look'd far off, half paused, and then
- Above the mottled sea of men
- He kiss'd his thin hand to the sun;
- Then smiled so proudly none had known
- But he was stepping to a throne,
- Yet took no note of any one.
- A nude brown beggar Peon child,
- Encouraged as the captive smiled,
- Look'd up, half scared, half pitying;
- He stopp'd, he caught it from the sands,
- Put bright coins in its two brown hands,
- Then strode on like another king.
- Two deep, a musket's length, they stood
- A-front, in sandals, nude, and dun
- As death and darkness wove in one,
- Their thick lips thirsting for his blood.
- He took each black hand one by one,
- And, smiling with a patient grace,
- Forgave them all and took his place.
- He bared his broad brow to the sun,
- Gave one long, last look to the sky,
- The white wing'd clouds that hurried by,
- The olive hills in orange hue;
- A last list to the cockatoo
- That hung by beak from mango-bough
- Hard by, and hung and sung as though
- He never was to sing again,
- Hung all red-crown'd and robed in green,
- With belts of gold and blue between.—
- A bow, a touch of heart, a pall
- Of purple smoke, a crash, a thud,
- A warrior's raiment rolled in blood,
- A face in dust and—that was all.
- Success had made him more than king;
- Defeat made him the vilest thing
- In name, contempt or hate can bring;
- So much the leaded dice of war
- Do make or mar of character.
- In all disgrace; say of the dead
- His heart was black, his hands were red
- Say this much, and be satisfied;
- Gloat over it all undenied.
- I simply say he was my friend
- 'When strong of hand and fair of fame:
- Dead and disgraced, I stand the same
- To him, and so shall to the end.
- I lay this crude wreath on his dust,
- Inwove with sad, sweet memories
- Recall'd here by these colder seas.
- I leave the wild bird with his trust,
- To sing and say him nothing wrong;
- I wake no rivalry of song.
- He lies low in the levell'd sand,
- Unshelter'd front the tropic sun,
- And now of all he knew not one
- Will speak him fair in that far land.
- Perhaps'twas this that made me seek,
- Disguised, his grave one winter-tide;
- A weakness for the weaker side,
- A siding with the helpless weak.
- A palm not far held out a hand,
- Hard by a long green bamboo swung,
- And bent like some great bow unstrung,
- And quiver'd like a willow wand;
- Perch'd on its fruits that crooked hang,
- Beneath a broad banana's leaf,
- A bird in rainbow splendor sang
- A low, sad song of temper'd grief.
- No sod, no sign, no cross nor stone
- But at his side a cactus green
- Upheld its lances long and keeln;
- It stood in sacred sands alone,
- Flat-palm'd and fierce with lifted spears;
- One bloom of crimson crown'd its head,'
- A drop of blood, so bright, so red,
- Yet redolent as roses' tears.
- In my left hand I held a shell,
- All rosy lipp'd and pearly red;
- I laid it by his lowly bed,
- For he did love so passing well
- The grand songs of the solemn sea.
- 0 shell! sing well, wild, with a will,
- When storms blow loud and birds be still,
- The wildest sea-song known to thee!
- I said some things with folded hands,
- Soft whisper'd in the dim sea-sound,
- And eyes held humbly to the ground,
- And frail knees sunken in the sands.
- He had done more than this for me,
- And yet I could not well do more:
- I turn'd me down the olive shore,
- And set a sad face to the sea.
- LONDON 1871